Last week I had a breakthrough to a new level of understanding about my innate worth as a human BEing. This realization has been developing slowly over the last three months as a result of my engagement with a radical conversation centering around the One People’s Public Trust (OPPT) a topic that I have addressed a couple of times on this blog.
The OPPT conversation has exploded exponentially through two weekly radio shows featuring panel discussions and caller questions. Recently, as many as 200,000 people have listened live and unknown (to me) numbers of others have accessed the shows through the archives. (See radio broadcast links and related information sites at the end of this post.)
Imagine the impact of that many conscious humans focusing our attention on the subject of personal sovereignty and freedom for all the world’s people equally! That I (and you) as sovereign BEings are (and always have been) answerable ONLY to myself and my Creator. Imagine the outcome of that many aware humans understanding that all the corporations posing as banks, governments, justice systems and religions of the world have been legally and lawfully foreclosed upon, that they have NO authority over anyone anymore! Imagine hundreds of thousands of awake humans “getting” that all debt is fraud, all loans are no more than electronic digits on a computer screen, and that there is a remedy for stopping all debt collectors in their tracks!
These are some of the cutting edge conversations I have been engaging in week by week in an ongoing effort (yes, I use that word deliberately, because my 3D mind has labored to understand this) to get to a much deeper issue: my true value, my true worth!
This was the arena in which my breakthrough occurred last week and it happened in an unusual circumstance. As I believe many of us are dealing with issues of personal value and self worth, perhaps my story can be of assistance.
Monday, March 25th started off well enough but by mid-afternoon I noticed doubt creeping into my mind. I hadn’t been in that mental state for many weeks, so I noticed it. The doubt intensified and I didn’t seem to be able to counter it. Or accept it. By Tuesday noon I was doubting everything: my life purpose; that New Earth would ever be a reality; all my Lightworker skills — doubt was legion in my mind. I spoke to my husband, Tomas, about it over lunch on Tuesday.
Immediately, he reminded me that Monday morning I had visited our state office of the Department of Human Services to see if I qualified for state assistance with my Medicare premiums.
Opps! I had underestimated the impact that “entering the belly of the beast” would have on my sense of self. Right away, I acknowledged that I had not shielded myself or stayed conscious during my intake process, although I felt well attended by the Services Specialist throughout my appointment. Looking back, however, I realized that I had revisited that old belief system within me that doubted my self worth, my True Value. It was time to get to the bottom of this issue.
Tuesday evening I tuned into the Collective Imagination radio program with Lisa Harrison and Team, the folks who have been leading the above-mentioned conversations about the underlying meaning of the OPPT documents. One of the main topics of both shows last week was Universal Value. Listening to Tuesday’s show I felt that my 3D mind was about to “go under” for the last time without “getting it.” I set my intention (in the focused presence of all the others on the call) to understand within my BEingness the relevance of Universal Value for me and how I might make use of it to pay the bills and put food on the table.
I fell asleep Tuesday night without an answer to any of that. I did notice, however, that my doubt was gone.
Wednesday morning Tomas and I followed up on a lead to see if we could qualify for assistance with our heating bill, which was double what we normally pay each month. Another agency. More bureaucracy! But this time, I was ready!
Something had shifted within me during the night and I was about to find out just how far it had shifted!
We arrived at Community Action with every kind of documentation short of a pint of blood and I began to fill out the five-page “application.” The person processing our request for assistance was by herself; her co-worker was out ill. As she began to enter my data into the computer, two other women entered the small waiting room and took seats.
These women did not look so good. I noticed that my first inclination was to send them energy. I wondered how I could engage them more directly but nothing came to mind, so all four of us shared the wait in that kind of awkward silence that often happens in these instances.
Then, the computer acted up and the receptionist apologized for taking so long. I saw my opportunity to draw the women in and said: “That’s OK, I’m just sorry to be holding up these other two ladies.” Immediately, both women came to life, as if a switch had been flipped and suddenly, there was a “pool” of energy in the room and it had movement and flow.
Aha! I noticed — I just shared some of my Universal Value with these women by my conscious choice. And I felt joyful! They were looking better too and shared some bits of their stories, which created more flow.
The receptionist was really frazzled now, as the computer would not let her into the screen she needed to get to in order to finish my application. Tomas and I reassured her we were OK and in no hurry. The other two women concurred. The receptionist finally called her sick co-worker who walked her through the screen change and Voila! she handed me a piece of paper, saying: “This is the amount of assistance you qualify for.”
I looked at the paper which was titled “Payment Receipt” and saw that it was for the exact amount of our double electric bill.
There was no way I could NOT get this!
So that’s how it works, I thought. I flow my Universal Value (my God-given life force) into The Field. That energy is innately Joy-filled. That Joy then attracts to me everything I need or desire in abundance, because my Universal Value is unlimited; it is infinite. Only I can block it or stop it from flowing through me. I am in full control! ☺
No one is in between me and my Creator! I am connected directly to the Source. This is free energy. And that’s exactly what I got from this DOing –FREE ENERGY! I was amazed and humbled. And deeply grateful.
I’ve been working on this issue my entire life. I finally struck GOLD!
Next Day: Epiphanies and revelations are great and I really “got it.” However, then I had to practice the new way of BEing and DOing to keep getting the new result.
I quickly learned that directing my Universal Value needed to become a fully conscious habit for me. Whenever I felt my energy dwindling, I began to check to see whether or not I was fully aligned with flowing my energy into whatever I was doing. It became obvious to me that if my energy was dwindling, I was NOT aligned.
I then had two choices: 1) stop doing what I was doing and choose to flow my UV into something else that I was aligned with; or 2) align my intention to flow my UV into what I was already doing. Both choices work, I discovered.
So that’s where I’m at with this process now. Practice, Practice, Practice! Making sure my UV is flowing in alignment with my conscious choice! Simple! Not always easy. But it has worked for me 100% of the times I’ve done it.
AND THAT’S A TRUE BREAKTHROUGH FOR ME!!!
When the Divine Spark lights the pure lamp within us, the whole world becomes enlightened.
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OPPT-Related Radio Shows:
Link to MondayMarch 25/26 OPPT-in Radio broadcast on Freedom Reigns Radio
Websites for information about OPPT: